Rahuls Story – V

Rahul sat on the sofa in the drawing room and waited for Jaya to join him. The room was dark, he couldn’t see anything except a faint silhouette of the most sensuous woman he had ever known. Jaya was doing something which he couldn’t make out and she whispered, “I will be with you in a moment”. Rahul was anxiously waiting. His heart was almost in his mouth and his limbs trembling slightly in anticipation of what was yet to come. Suddenly, the room was bathed in a bright light and Rahul had to shield his eyes from the glare. Slowly he opened his eyes and saw Jaya standing few feet away from him.

“Hi Rahul, looks like you were in a great hurry to get here.” She teased

“Actually it was already 11.00 and I have an early train to catch tomorrow for Chennai.” He offered by way of explanation.

Meanwhile, Rahul had been looking at jaya without taking his eyes away even for a moment. She was wearing a pink nighty  made of silk draped tightly around her shapely body. He could see every curve, every contour of her body and was completely lost in her. “What are you looking at?” she asked.. Rahul didn’t notice her question and she asked again, “Hello, anybody there?” Suddenly, Rahul came back to the present and thought that it is for real, Jaya is in front of him and looking absolutely ravishing.

“I am looking at you.” He replied simply.

“Ohh and what do you see?” she asked with a mischief in her voice.

“I am looking at the most beautiful woman standing here in front of me.” He replied with as much confidence as he could muster.

“That is soooo sweet honey.” She replied.

It was getting difficult for rahul to control his emotions and as usual, he started blushing and his ears turned crimson. He could feel blood rushing to his cheeks and coloring his face pink with embarrassment. Jaya was a smart woman who noticed this change in him and laughed mischievously. Rahul was feeling very shy and couldn’t do much except smile.

“So, how about some coffee? I think I owe you one.  Infact when you said that you are coming over, I put some coffee to brew and I guess it must be ready by now. Is that ok with you?” She rattled away quickly and before he could say yes, she was in her kitchen.

Rahul waited for her to come back and kept looking at his watch every few seconds. He must have looked at his watch 15 times in the 5 minutes she was away from him. He was eagerly waiting for some action…hoping that this would surely be his lucky day. The thought about Jaya’s attire and remembered that she was wearing a very sexy nighty which accentuated her figure marvelously. He fantasized about every curve of her body and the way nighty was draped around her, he imagined that the nighty was nothing but yet another layer of skin over her beautifully sculpted body. Jaya came in with a tray laden with coffee and some biscuits. Rahul looked at every move she made. Her hips swayed gently as she walked and rahul sat motionless, unable to speak anything. He saw the nighty ending just a tad below her knees and he could see her milky white legs. He imagined how would it feel to touch her silky legs.

Jaya kept the tray on the table in front of rahul and he could see cleavage clearly. “How much sugar?” she asked. “One spoon” he sputtered. She proceeded to put one spoon of sugar in his cup and was stirring the coffee slowly. The only sound was the clink of spoon touching the sides of the cup. The air was thick with anticipation and rahul was worried about how is he going to handle this. His heart went ‘Thump, thump, thump …..’ and he was afraid Jaya might hear his heartbeats and tease him.

She sat on the opposite sofa and crossed one leg over the other. Rahul caught a slight glimpse of her black panty and closed his eyes for a moment. Her nighty moved up and exposed a part of her thigh which was looking all the more sexy. All this happened so quickly for rahul that he didn’t have the time to notice that he felt a tightness between his legs and wanted to shift his position and get a little comfortable. Jaya noticed his discomfort but didn’t say anything. Instead, asked him “How is the coffee?” “it is great” said rahul without even tasting it. He realized his folly and looked at the coffee for some inspiration, finding none, he took a big sip without noticing that it was hot and scalded his tongue and throat badly. Jaya could see his discomfort and said “Oh rahul, be a little careful the coffee is very hot”. Rahul almost had tears in his eyes as the coffee burnt it’s way down his gullet. Jaya left her cup and rushed next to rahul and sat down. “Open your mouth, I want to see if everything is allright”. Rahul opened his mouth and said “Aaaah”. “Dear, I am not a doctor, I just want to see if the coffee has burnt your tongue” said Jaya jokingly.

They were both sitting very close to each other now. She could smell the manly scent of brut and she closed her eyes and whispered “mmmmmm you remembered that I like brut”. “Yes I did” he said quietly. He was going with the flow. “Even you smell really great.” They were so close to each other that Rahul could feel the heat of her body. It seemed as if she was completely on fire and her body was screaming to be ravaged by him. He couldn’t bring himself to even touch her because he was still in two minds about what was all this leading to. Suddenly Jaya put her hand inside his T-shirt pocket and play fully extracted his cellphone. Rahul snapped out of his reverie and tried to take it back since it contained some really raunchy messages from his friends which he didn’t want her to see. She clutched the mobile hard and wouldn’t give it to him. She was laughing with gay abandon. Their hands touched many times. Rahul held her hand and wouldn’t let go he wanted the mobile back at any cost. Their bodies were close and they were touching each other and rahul started enjoying himself immensely. Suddenly Jaya lay flat on the sofa and rahul was on top of her. Her nighty had moved up and her thighs were completely exposed. Both of them were breathing heavily and rahul was completely aroused looking at Jaya lying below him. Her chest was heaving up and down and he could see her breasts moving in tandem with her breathing. Rahul felt as if he had died and gone to heaven. This was the closest he had ever come to a woman and he was enjoying every moment of their forced union.

“Rahul, please get off me, you are hurting me.” She whimpered. “Oh I am sorry” he said and stood up immediately. He was throbbing with pleasure and was sure that he would have soiled his jeans had he stayed in that position for a few moments more. They both went back to their respective places and sat quietly. She picked up her cup of coffee and rahul also followed suit. He was thinking why doesn’t this woman come out in the open with her feelings. Why does she keep playing these small games with him so very often.

“what are you thinking about?” she asked in the same teasing tone.

“Nothing” he said nonchalantly.

“Don’t lie to me.” She said jokingly.

Rahul decided that enough was enough and said “ I was thinking about the little game we played. Thank god that you brought me back to reality otherwise I would have spoilt my favorite jeans.”

Jaya smiled and said “Why would you have spoilt your jeans?”

“Well, I have never been this close to a woman before and I was really excited so there could have been a small accident.” Replied rahul boldly.

“Ohh and what kind of an accident would that be?” she asked teasingly.

“You know what I am talking about”

“No, I don’t know, please tell me.” She acted innocent.

Now there was no stopping rahul “well if we have that little game again, I will show you what kind of accident.”

“Oh so you want to play that little game again? You naughty boy.” She said sexily and added, “if you want to play that game again, you have to come and sit next to me.”

Rahul did exactly as he was told and sat about 2 feet away from Jaya. “Come a little closer” she said. He moved about 6 inches. “A little more”, another 6 inches. “Come close enough so that we can atleast touch each other”. Finally Rahul went and sat right next to jaya and his body was rubbing against hers. She turned to face him and said “Now tell me what game were you talking about?”

Rahul put his arm around her waist and pulled her closer. “Ohh you bad boy….”. He sealed her lips with his and smooched her rather clumsily. He took her in his arms and started groping for her like a small kid clutching a new toy. “Rahul, relax” she said, “I am not going away anywhere. You can do anything you want with me.” Hearing this, rahul’s excitement reached a peak and he continued with whatever he was doing. Suddenly he felt exquisite pleasure and and within moments, his first sexual encounter was suddenly over. He felt something warm, wet and sticky inside his jeans and realized what had just happened. Even Jaya could sense his discomfiture and started laughing. “This is what happens when you go so fast” she said.

“This is what I meant by an accident” Rahul said by way of explanation and smiled weakly. “It’s ok” she said “better luck next time”. It all ended as quickly as it had started and Rahul was rather disappointed with his first experience. It was a complete damp squib, an anticlimax for him. Jaya seemed to be enjoying this situation and didn’t say anything except giggle every now and then. “Looks like you are a virgin” she said. “Yes I am. And this was my first ever experience with a woman.” Rahul explained meekly. After some small talk, rahul saw the time and realized he must go he looked at his watch a couple of times and took permission to leave. Jaya kissed him goodnight on his cheek and he went home with mixed feelings. At home, he freshened up and went to sleep. He remembered the whole incident again and was full of shame. He felt guilty for having done something like this with a married woman and couldn’t sleep. Mentally he decided that he will never go to her place again. Was it because he wasn’t able to perform or was it because suddenly his conscience woke up? There was no easy answer and he went into a deep dreamless sleep. Next few days he avoided going to Rajesh’s office lest he bump into Jaya. He had decided that he will never go to Jaya again and if she ever confronts him, he is going to tell her that he is really sorry for whatever happened and will never go to her place again. Even when Jaya called to speak with him, he would avoid her and cut short the conversation. As luck would have it, he had to deliver some important papers to Rajesh’s office and there was no way he could avoid that. He went there but Rajesh wasn’t in the office and was expected after 3-4 hours. Jaya was sitting there all alone. Looking as sexy as ever in a tight fitting Punjabi suit. All of Rahuls resolve melted away in a moment but he made an effort to tell her what he thought about that night.

“Jaya, I am sorry about that night” he began.

“It’s ok, it happens with everybody on their first experience” she said understandingly.

“That’s not what I meant, I meant that whatever happened shouldn’t have happened at all.” He said a little unsure of himself.

“Why?” she asked genuinely surprised.

“Well, you are married and have 2 kids to look after and if people found out, your reputation would be ruined.” Actually he was more worried about his reputation since his father was a well known figure around the town and Rahul wouldn’t want anything to malign his father’s position in the society.

“Well, no one will know anything if we are careful.” Added jaya.

“That’s not it. I really think we should stop meeting.” Said rahul, a little too harshly.

“Well, we’ll see about that.” She challenged.

Rahul was a little scared of her tone. He thought she is going to blackmail him or something. But since the topic had ended there, rahul didn’t want to stretch it further by saying anything. He left it at that and went home. At home, he didn’t have any peace. He kept on thinking about Jaya and his experience with her on that night. He might have dozed off to sleep and suddenly his mobile rang. It was jaya.

“Hi honey, how are you?” she asked sweetly.

“I am fine. What about you?” asked rahul.

“Well nothing much, my kids have gone to our family friend’s place for staying over and I am alone at home.” She stressed on the word ‘alone’.

“Ok.” Said rahul.

“What about you? What are you doing ?” she asked

“I almost fell asleep when you called.”

“So early? Its only 10:00” she said.

“I know, but I am tired and want to rest.”

“Why don’t you come to my place and relax? I promise I wont eat you.” She added jokingly.

“I don’t think that’s a very good idea.” Said rahul, his resolve weakening already.

“I promise I wont touch you. I am feeling bored and need some company and you are the only friend I have.” Said jaya, using her EB (emotional blackmail) skills very effectively.

Rahul heard himself saying “Ok, I will give you a missed called when I reach your apartment and you can keep the door open like last time.” He went for her sob story and within minutes was kicking his motorcycle to life. He reached there in a record 10 minutes and called her mobile. She called him back, a signal that it was ok to go upstairs.

He went and repeated the drill of last time. This time, Jaya wasn’t wearing a nighty. She was in a pair of shorts and a very tight t-shirt. Rahul’s mouth went dry. His blood left his brain and went below the abdomen. All he wanted to do was, repeat the game they played the other day. He was staring at her with his mouth open. She knew that she had him by his hair. And I don’t mean the hair on his head.

This time the game was repeated exactly as it was played the last time. The only difference being, this time they shed all their clothes and Rahul lost control just after he penetrated. Again the good-byes were said and he went home. Was it guilt? Shame? Morals? Conscience? The whole cycle was repeated once more. The only difference was, Rahul was completely hooked on to this woman and would do anything to be with her.

He would go to Rajesh’s office with no apparent reason and sit there for hours together. At one point, even Rajesh got annoyed but told him jokingly, “Rahul, if you don’t go and take care of your business, soon there wont be any business left to run.” Rahul knew that Rajesh was right but what could he do? He was completely hooked and there was nothing he could do to control his urges.

Rahul had started visiting Jaya’s apartment almost 2-3 times a week and each visit taught him new things about a woman’s body and how to satisfy her.

Rahul had really neglected his business for the past few weeks and the results were telling. His father got complaints about his carelessness and he reprimanded him sharply. Things improved a bit but then rahul had his heart and mind elsewhere.

One night, after a typically steamy session, Jaya came and sat next to him and she looked quiet tense about something.

“What happened? Why do you look so tense today?”

“Nothing dear, it’s just that my parent’s are not well and I need to send them some money.”

“How much?”

“25,000. But I don’t have that kind of money. I don’t know what I am going to do.”

“Is there something I could do to help you?” Asked rahul with genuine concern.

“Can you get me a loan from someone? I promise I will pay it back in 2 months.” Said Jaya.

“Well I think I have that much money in my account and nobody knows about it. So it’s ok if you use it for a couple of months.”

“Would you do that for me? Ohh you are sooo sweet.” She said and gave him a very wet kiss on his lips. Again blood rushed below his abdomen and they made passionate love.

A couple of weeks later, the same story repeated but this time, it was her kids’ school fees and she needed 15,000 this time. Rahul had that as well and gave it to her without a second thought.

In the six months that Rahul had been with her, he had blown up more than a couple of Lacs on giving money and expensive gifts to jaya. He borrowed from friends and when they refused, he took cash advance against his credit card which brought him deeper in debt but as long as his darling jaya was happy, he was ready to do anything.

After sometime, Jaya started avoiding Rahul. He was getting desperate but he couldn’t do anything since he was crazy about her. Rahul had come to realize long back that it was nothing but lust on his side and need for money on Jaya’s. He really felt cheap about what he was doing but he couldn’t stop. He had reached a point of no return and was willing to do anything to be with jaya.

After 2 weeks of forced celibacy, he went to her house without informing her. He rang her mobile hoping that she will give him a green signal to come inside. He waited for 30 minutes and kept pacing. Smoking one cigarette after another. He was like a drug addict who has been denied his daily fix. He had gone absolutely crazy by now. After a good 45 minutes, he got a message on his cell “NOT TONITE. UNCLE HERE”. He went home disgusted at himself and resolved never to meet her again. As usual, his resolve weakened after a couple of days and he called Jaya.

“Hi, How are you?”

“I’m fine.” She replied dryly.

“Is your uncle still here?”

“Yes. He is going to stay almost a month so please don’t come to my house” she warned him.

“Relax baby, I wont come to your house unless you want me to.”

“Look Rahul, let me be very honest with you.” She said with a tone of authority in her voice which rahul didn’t like at all.

“Yes tell me.” Said Rahul meekly.

“I got friendly with you thinking that you are very rich and successful. I am a smart, beautiful and an intelligent woman. I know what I am capable of.” She said. Rahul was listening to all this without understanding where this is leading to. “ On the other hand, you a weakling who doesn’t know how to satisfy a woman physically, emotionally or financially.”

WHAM!!!!!! That hit rahul right between his legs and all his illusions about being a great lover vanished into thin air.

“What do you mean?” He asked totally unsure of himself. He couldn’t hide the tremble in his voice. Jaya was quick to react to that “Don’t you understand what I mean? I am through with you. Don’t you dare call me or try to meet me. I will lodge a complaint against you in the police station and then you can see your life becoming miserable.”

Rahul disconnected the call and let the whole thing sink in. After a couple of minutes, he wept like never before. He cried from the bottom of his heart, from the depth of his soul and when his tears dried up, he cried even more. He had lost everything that he had built up over the years. His self-esteem, his business, his friends-everything had gone for a toss. Even his best friend Rajesh started avoiding him since Rahul would narrate his sob story (about the financial mess he was in) every other day and would ask for money to bail him out. He was neck-deep in debt and struggled to meet his family’s expenses.

The only respite was that he had saved up some money without the knowledge of his parents and used that to pay back his debt and was left with nothing.

About 6 months passed and Rahul’s life had just about limped back to normalcy. He was trying to keep himself busy by reading and involving himself in things other than work. He had stopped going to Rajesh’s place altogether since he couldn’t face nasty stares of Jaya. He would meet Rajesh outside his office but their relationship had also grown cold with nothing much left in common. Actually Rajesh had conveniently chosen to forget what rahul did for him when Rajesh was neck deep in trouble.

Life came to a full circle when one night Rahul saw Rajesh loitering around Jaya’s apartment block looking at his mobile every few seconds.....